Meritocracy

you once told me you believed in meritocracy as a response to smth i asked before. I remember back then having to google the word to double check the meaning at the time, but what rlly stuck w me abt it is kinda the realisation that if i wanna go places with my art then i would have to put the time n effort in. ik a lot of what ive said is def easier said than done, but I don't want to let me down by allowing myself to slack like last year. at that time I rlly didn't do much work, there were times/weeks when I would rlly just be idle and I don't want a repeat of that. Maybe am getting ahead of myself here cus i get easily excited abt these things but that dont mean i take it for granted. In the meantime imma finish the stuff I need to do and I'll figure out how to do more from there since it seems that working more closely with Aoki might be tuff to figure out