KINDNESS IS UNNATURAL TO POWER

lore bit : the god of mankind's true nature is violence- in a literal sense, people only serve a government, a system, or a god because they cannot destroy it.

kindness is unnatural to the type of power system that exists in this verse, its like using a weapon to cradle instead of cut. Mobias's true fight is to prove to himself one thing, that kindness is worth the greater strain, cost, and deeper wounds he gets by simply choosing kindness instead of inflicting pain (which is the easier route).